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2007-06-19T02:45:00.000-07:00

Hate my life!!!! really really really wish i could turn back time and treasure them... i have made lots of mistakes. and now they leave. its really pathetic when i come to think of it... juz a few months back, is juz like yesterday..we were spending almost all our time together. i hate to cry over tis kindda of stuffs, its like i dont exist anymore. tis feeling is so like my sec1 LIFE!!! ew..how i hate it! maybe my mistake was going to beijing wif u guys... it all turned out to be so horrible! maybe ithen, i should kept my mouth shut like jiayan... maybe i should have try harder at making them not hate ea other.....i thought i tried my best.....n now i dont think i did. or maybe, having jus one best friend is gonna be so much better than big groups. shoudnt have sell her out. and now its too late. u have got your own best friend now...n i bet she is so much better as a frien than me... now s is like avoidin me...now i get it. now i finally noe y u left her then, hoping i could be ur trusted frien-- disappointing eh? yea i felt bad after playing u out....its jus i get persuaed' bery easily;and yea, now i noe how its like to feel betrayed and left out. its my punishment. ya. though i still ve got eunice yinsuan they all, the time we spent together was NEVER like before. times when there was no arguements, no avoidin of one another, there were TrUsT in everyone....esp the times before the trip to beijing. i am still wondering wad happened to our friendship.and y some still avoiding me? i really dun get it. really! its very fustrating u noe!!! its nearly 3 months now since j n cy had toked to me. and i still stuck wif how j and s are behaving TAT way! can somebody pls pls plspls TELL ME...

2006-09-26T04:02:00.000-07:00

great...english exam tml...and i havent study or revise anything!!!! hahax bet wif tat turkey todae...for 10 dollars. i gotta jus find out abt his bf's full name n i win.....lol she is such a loser, i sure will find out one. but too bad my deadline is 1 week..gotta do it fast. gtg byez....

feeling stress...

2006-09-25T08:32:00.000-07:00

its now abt 11.30 in the nite...still busy trying to revise my english 4 the coming exam the day after. im not tat well organized, so i had pieces of worksheets here n there to do filing... tis making me sick!~ cant blog* much todae... a little tired already, gtg study too......sianx

yes!

2005-05-12T02:57:00.000-07:00

Finally!!! exam over sia....the feeling is so damn great....! wonder when can go out??? haiz...think of tat sashe, i jus dun noe whether she is speaking the truth a not. she said tat time when me n siting qurral wif her, its her ex- bf .... how come ....she use to be ur good frienz wad...haiz. its so complicating...oh ....todae's oral, tat miss lee tested me... i was damn freaked out! i almost brust out laughing when i sit in front of her...her stupid old fashion hp rang... she told me it was her sister so she have to sms back. looking at tat ugly n old fashion way of holding tat hp.....lolx....